Today our school dismissed in p.m.After 4 lessons,we had assembly in hall for 1st term closing ceremony.Many outstanding students got awards from Dr.Sun.Of course,I didn't get it.I am so jealous,why they are so clever?Why after my hard work,I still get a bad result?It's not fair...Um,I must learn them,to get a higher result than them!Go!Carmen,you can do it!I believe,one day,my hard work will pay off.

Today is the last day before Chinese New Year holiday,when I left the school,I had a very strange feeling,I don't want to leave,whenever I think I have a long holiday and no need to go to school,I feel upest,I miss St.Catharine's.Or maybe,I just miss her.My death is coming and I will go if she really leave..Actually,I want her has a better life with her husband overseas but,you know,I can't afford losing her.Life is hard if she isn't here.Maybe,go is the best solution.

26th Feb,don't come so quick,I still have something to do before my death.