I have just done a bad thing,that is,I ate quite a big amount of washing powder..I don't know wether I will die or not,but it's bad for my health.It taste a bit bitter.Idon't know why I need to do it,or maybe I really want to leave.

All of these are because of her...I shouldn't say it,this path is my choice.

She may leave,but I don't want!I can't afford losing her.If she really leave.I am not brave to live anymore.So,don't leave me please!Please!Maybe you can't understand my feeling,my heart is very painful.I am not sure I will keep on doing things to hurt myself or not.

Waiting for the answer is the most hard thing in this World.